Wednesday, October 24, 2007
I was just sitting here looking at my desktop picture (Matt Hurley and I on the side of the Grand Canyon), and I was thinking... I hate a lot of what is going on in my life right now. Stupid school, stupid work, stupid family politics, I am lonely, semi-depressed, and always tired. I am constantly thinking about how happy I was in the past (or at least how happy I choose to remember myself being). I am always wishing that I could go back and be happy again.

But I was just thinking, I am now closer to God than I have ever been, and I have put my addiction behind me. On that thought, do I really want to go back?



Swing said...

I don't have any words of inspiration or my normal smart-aleck comments, but just know that I'm pulling for you. It's OK to not be "happy" all the time (whatever that means, exactly). Having a joy that comes from much deeper is more important - and I think you've got that one taken care of.